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She was nice at first sight, then when you look carefully at her
at her words at every emotion she had, you can understand her.... or at least .... try to do it.

It took me by surprise, I didn't mean it at that moment
I was blushing
with a reddish color on my cheeks

My heart was beating so fast
almost hurting my chest
but then I took her words and I started to read them
one  by one

trying to explain to myself
what she was doing.

We started laughing
blushing
sharing songs and stories about us

The whole time that we didn't know each other
we spend it talking about our issues
feeling secure on each other's words

Time passed slowly
and happy

we were having something nameless
something that I didn't knew it how to deal it

I was confused
sad
and very messed with
my own world

I screwed it all
with just one night
with just a few words

the same that someday united us

at the end of the day I was really confused
even with this feel.

We did all the possible things that you can do it with someone
at a long distance relationship
we were satisfied
but also scared at the same time
I was hiding my feelings because
I was confused

My head was exploding
because we were going too fast

but despite the love
there were the doubts.

We fight just once
and I felt like if I were in hell
trying to escape but enjoying the view

I was enjoying our time
because even everything
it was lovely

every word
every photo
every song ....

We ended in wednesday
just when we were on sync even the time zone.